I am still alive

So I have a been a bad blogger... sorry. So the last time I blog Marcus and Jessica were getting ready to leave. Well they are gone now and I miss them tons.
Not sure really where to start typing. So I will start somewhere and just type so sorry if you get lost..
Duane and I decided that it was time to look for a house. We are ready to have a place of our own. So we started to look, but I was already in love with Marcus and Jessica house. So that is were we started. We looked at it and decided that we would try to get a loan for it. So we started what has been a long process of getting money to buy a home. Let me just tell you right now it is the worse process ever. It has taken almost a month just to get a answer. So this week we got a answer, they said we need one more bill in Duane's name before we give you the loan. Problem. All or most of the bills are in my name, so we couldn't come up with another bill in his name. So we thought that we weren't getting the loan. And I at first was very upset because they were saying that we were going to get the loan without a problem. So all week I have been kinda down, but I am over it now because I now know what I have to do next year. So I called the mortage people to get all our stuff back. And I learned that they are still trying to get us a loan. SO we will see I am not getting my hopes up.
In other news, I am feeling a little disconnected from the youth and the youth leadership team. Not sure why that is. But I don't like it! I love working with the kids and the other leaders, but i just in a low point. We seem to be disorganized and lost. No one seems to be taking on the lead role. or maybe it is we have to many trying to take on the role. I can't really tell. So I just keep praying that we get a youth pastor and that I get reconnected to everyone.

Okay Tim I have updated ya... I will try and do better at this..

Have a great weekend and a great holiday