Emotions

It has been a week filled with every emotion one could have! God seems to know right when to make things messy and clear them up fast. I am so amazed at how God never lets me feel down for long.

If you would have talked to me on Monday night I was upset, disappointed, unsure, and angry. I felt as though God was telling me that I was this awful person who didn't deserve anything. I was done, done with everything around me. With out going into alot of detail, I felt like the black sheep of my family on Monday. I thought that I was disliked and maybe even hated by some. I cried because I was being judge by the ones who are to love me though thick and thin. Then I started to look around me.. My family is amazing. i have the best parents any girl could ask for yes we don't always get along, but I would be homeless and lost with out them. My siblings all 3 of them have been nothing but supportive in my journey though life. God has blessed me with them. And known that though my faults my family will always love me. No one has the right to judge me, because when the day comes that I get to meet God He will judge me for my life, and I will have to answer to him!
SO that was Monday right!
Tuesday... amazing!! That is the only to put it! God blessed me and I can't wait to see what happens!! I am so excited for what is to come, what will happen, how things are going to go.. I am bless to have met an amazing family! They have welcomed me in just a short time of knowing them! I am so excited that I am at a lost of words. I can't believe that this is happening!! Sharing little details because things are so new. But in time you will get to hear more and more about this wonderful family! God holds the key to the future and not matter what happens i have met 3 wonderful people who will always be in my life!! I am blessed. OUR GOD WORKS IN WAYS I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE!!