Not much to report.. It has been a slow week. And I am very happy for that.
So I have been pondering a feel things in my head and I thought I would share them..
First, how can you feel so connected to someone for a while and than all of a sudden not even feel like they even care about you? Is this even possible? Maybe it is because they have moved on with there life and are busy or is it that I have moved on? I wish I could answer these questions but I can't. I try to figure it out but the more I think about the more I don't understand. I haven't listen to God about this, so I have no idea if he is even trying to tell me anything. I am so wrapped up in not been connected to these persons that I can't anything around me. How so I stop this? Take a time out from everything and just listen and pray, is that the answer? Or maybe I am being selfish and want them to make me a part of there life? But that isn't possible because they don't live here. Or maybe I am over reacting, and our connection hasn't changed. But as I sit here I am thinking that if I am so worried about my connection with friends, what is my connection with God like? hmmm.. The more I type that more I am thinking that I need to work on me and God ... My journey... It is amazing to me that when I starting typing everything is made so clear to me.. Is it God telling me to stop and work on what is important... ME....
So if I have confused any of you sorry.. But I now understand better what I need to do.. Thanks for reading.. Comments are always welcome...
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I just wanted to let you know that I think being a stay-at-home mom is the greatest job in the world. Don't ever feel it's not an important job. You are shaping your son's life. I found your blog in a round about way through the Christ UM website, and just wanted to encourage you and tell you that you are a beautiful young women with a lot to give. Keep working with the youth in your church. You might not see immediate rewards, but you are planting seeds, and your rewards are being stored in heaven. God bless you, A former stay-at-home mom.
...and about your
feeling "disconnected" to someone...I definitely think God puts people into our lives for "a season". They touch our lives in a mighty way. We love, learn, and are forever changed because of them. But the Lord wants us to be dependent on Him and not others. It's so hard when a relationship changes. I'm sure you will always have a relationship with this (these)people, although it will probably never be the same as during "the season." You can be sure though the Lord will put others in your life, and You in the lives of others to bless and be blesed.
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